| tonight was amazing. went to josh's house.... ate dinner with him, his momma, andrew, and stephen. around 11, we left josh's house, dropped my car off at my house, and we rode to the bowling alley to meet lance, billy, zach, and joe. we went cosmic bowling. it was so much fun. i sucked it up badly. i saw timothy up there, so that was cool....
we got to my house aorund 1 15. i had SOOOOO much fun. i love my baby so much. i love being around him and his family... and i just, i dunno. madly and completely in love 
tomorrow is our very first competition. it's at cobb galleria and we perform at 5 12 pm if u feel like being supportive and coming to watch us. FANTASY ALLSTARS: SENIOR ALL GIRL.
ok, well i'm out... gotta loooooong day tomorrow.
leave me a comment.
love.
General
Age: 16
Height?: 5'5
Weight?: 100
Lowest Weight?: uh, at this age, i'd say yea 100
Highest Weight?: 120
What weight do you want to weigh?: 100 is good
What eating disorder do you have?: it's called, the eat when i'm hungry disorder
In Depth
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: alot...
Do you throw up your food on occasion?: only if im sick
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: sometimes. but i'm pretty content with myself
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?: yep
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: all the time
Have you ever fasted? If so, for how long?: no. i tried. like a day
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: no, ew.
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: some of them
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: no
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: no
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder? yea. not eating so much, haha/
Body Image Q's
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: no.
What part of your body would you change?: uh... i want my body to be just a bit more toned, but i wanna stay the same weight
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: 9.5
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: no
Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?: no
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: no
Health/Food
Do you think you eat healthy enough?: healthy- yes. enough? no
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: no, carbs are yummy
Fat grams?: nope
Calories?: nope
Are you often tired/fatigued?: yes
Do you feel more energised after eating food? nope. i feel weak
Do you eat meat?: love it. steak... mmmmm
Do you eat your food in a certain way? yea, slow.
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: yea lol. but i dont care
Have you ever thrown up blood?: when i had bronchitis once
Is your heart bpm above 49?: i dunno
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: no. i get kinda dizzy, but i dont faint.
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: yea, makin everyone think that society is supossed to be all thin and perfect looking.
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?: whats pro-ana...
Do you have any other mental disorders? not to my knowledge
What's your favourite food to eat?: fruity pebbles cereal, wendys cheeseburgers plain, strawberry ice cream, chikfila nuggets, taco bell bean burritos, arby's beef n cheddar, fries, steak, potatoes, fruit, veggies, mac n cheese, etc.
Favourite drink?: mountain dew, sweet tea, lemonade from chikfila
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: i dont have one.
Do you want to recover?: if i had one, i'm sure i would
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